Due to lack of sleep from the past week I have been struggling at work and been feeling like shit but it's life it happens and move on.
I don't know why I'm even writing this guess it's move of a note then a blog since only one person reads this if that. So with the situation at hand. Being called out in front of friends appently doing everything wrong. I don't do this correct I don't do that at all. I need to do this I should do that. That is all I'm getting is things I need to do. When all I asked was one thing no bull shit and I am still getting it.
Something was started AFTER knowing how I am and then getting told I need to change the way I am. I don't know it confuses me and so much other.
The usage of shit agaist me is getting old.
Then theirs the not talking but doing the teasers shit on facebook I don't know if your tryin to make me jealous or what.
I don't fucking know anymore I'm over tired over thinking and over cooked
I'm lost in my own head.
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It amazing how you expect me to change for you but balk when I request you to do the same.
ReplyDelete"No drama. No bullshit." Really?! Have you met me? But I was willing to give it a shot and compromise. Do you know why? Because relationships have to have compromise. Did you really expect to go into this and remain exactly the same? If so, that is incredibly naive of you...
If something you're doing upsets me or makes me unhappy or even unable to be around you, are you saying that it's my problem alone and I shouldn't bother you with it? Because that's just who you are? Bullshit.
As for Facebook, I actually have other friends on there besides you. So no, I'm not trying to make you jealous. I'm communicating with other people.
I've already told you why I stopped talking to you for a few days. It's up to you what you want to do about that.
And once again, I AM NOT USING ANYTHING AGAINST YOU. Get over that, please. Stop being so defensive and over sensitive about the things that I say. Maybe try asking me what I mean before taking things so personally. I am not out to hurt or destroy you. If I do say something hurtful, it is not on purpose.
The craziest part is all of this over thinking crap could have been avoided had you JUST CALLED ME AND ASKED WHAT WAS GOING ON. Instead you decided to assume and cook up your own theories rather than actually talk to me. It's amazing what communicate can do. Really. We should try it...