Rape me slowly

Side note lollipop lust kill needs to make more music. Nothing like songs of murder to get you through the day or night. Speaking of murder professional murder music needs to come out with another album. 

So let's do an update. I started school Monday not was many classes as I planned on taking tho and I will explain. My father told me he was gonna cover my classes and pay for them to help me. So I signed up for 3 or 4 classes first responder, eng communications, med terms, and maybe survay to anatomy. So I signed up for all those classes. Then last min my father tells me he won't have any money to send till a few days after the due date for paying for the classes. So since my father flaked on me I had to drop all the classes but one. So I payed for first responder out of my pocket about 400 + dollars. So ya got fucked over on that one. 

What else ? Still working hard at universal. Gonna start looking for a second job cause not to be greedy but I'm not making enough money. So if I get a second job I can start affording things I need along with bills and still might have some left over cash. 
I need to do some things that I just can't afford. Like my car needs an overhaul oil change tranie flush brakes checked all that jazz. 
I need some shoes cause I have two pairs and they are falling apart it's getting bad. 
I need to start paying my brother back. 
I need to figure out what I'm doing for the future ( living situation). 

I want a few things kinda upgrades to life really. 
I would like a laptop to I can get shit done for school and stop using my phone for all my Internet needs. 
Would like to get some new clothes ( and rid of some old ones) cause alot of my stuff doesn't fit so well anymore. 
Isn't as much of a need at all but I would like to get rid of my cannon of a gun and get a newer smaller pistol.
Would really like to finish up or work on my ink.  

And a lot of other things that is to much to even list. 

I do have a long term goal. I do wanna be a fire fighter. I also wanna have my own business as crime scene and undiscovered death clean up. Basically clean up the blood and body fluids after someone dies and the body is removed. It's a good job with a lot of money possibility. 
I have a lot of other ideas I would love to start my own bar and resturant. I have an awesome theme and idea with cool food ideas. 
My mind is wrapped up with so many ideas I wanna do. Like make an RV out of an old school bus. 
My mine is always thinking up ideas and plans it's always moving. It's abit much sometimes but I like it. Then again sometimes I just have a blank mind with nothing at all happening but even when it's like that there is something happening it's hard to explain.

And so I'll end this now before it wanders off onto a side road of crazyness of how if you put a hat and sunglasses on a dog he would look like he could drive a truck.