Just another day of birth

Well since non of my family or friends are on here I won't get any shit for it. But today is my 24th birthday... I feel I should be more excited then I am and what I am is nothing it's just another fucking day. It's just a bunch of people that normally wouldn't give me the time if day every are now giving me 10 secs of their day for a text or fb post. Ya I don't seem to give a shit. It's kinda depressing actually how I don't care and then that just makes it worse. No plans nothing fun stayed home all day gonna go to work then the day will be over.

I hate feeling like this but again noone will read this so know one will know. I'm in a constant state of " I don't give a fuck" think the happiest I have seen myself and most people that know me will agree would have been a week ago I think maybe 2 weeks ago. Met a nice female my age we hit it off she was happy to see me hang out with me talk to me. That lasted all of 3 days now idk havnt talked to her cause she won't talk to me. I don't know what it is about me.