Nothing better then being called inadaquite in the morning...
I'm far from perfect and I'm fine with it. I am a sensie or sensative I'm accepting that cause I'm called it and starts to ring true. Being told that I have a problem cause I'm not the same as another person sure as fuck brings you down a level and since I'm already on the ground wha then? Throw that compliment ontop of already feeling like shit for struggling with a job, money, bills, family, life everything then I don't even know.
There is a problem with me being me?
With me being different.
I used to not Think so but..
I used to work hard to not be normal not be another face in the crowd but also worked hard to not make myself feel like shit for it either...
Always tryed to feel good bout who I am. Guess. Shouldn't or maybe I'm over reacting
a night out with the guys should cheer me up. That and a blast from the past just contacted me puts a smileon my face.
Now time to drink.
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Everyone is flawed but they find ways to deal with it. If even YOU are struggling with things in your life, then yes, you will need to change. That would be better than trying to make everyone be okay with you the way you are. YOU don't even like who you are right now but we're all supposed to accept the fact that 'you are who you are'? Bullshit...
ReplyDeleteMake up your mind about what you want to be. Or, even better, stick to the decisions you need to make for yourself. A prime example: Deciding to go out with friends instead of working because 'you need a vacation.' A vacation from what? You've been on a permanent vacation and everyone around you has been helping. How pissed off do you think we would feel to hear that shit when we have been actually working and can't take a 'vacation'? Give me a break.
I know you're tired of hearing this but you need to make the decision to grow up. That shit does not just happen. All the problems that you have to deal with come with the territory. It sucks but that's what comes with being an adult. We all have our burdens to bear but we can't use them as excuses to get out of our responsibilities.
There. I've lectured you enough. I still love you, even though you think I'm a straight up bitch right now...